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Support Them [24 Jun 2007|10:36pm]
You stay up for 16 hours

He stays up for days on end.

You take a warm shower to help you wake up.

He goes days or weeks without running water.

You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.

He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.

You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.

He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.

You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.

He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.


You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.

He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.

You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.

He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.

You complain about how hot it is.

He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.

You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.

He doesn't get to eat today.

Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.

He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.

You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.

You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes ove r.

He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.

You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.

He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.

You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.

He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.

You roll your eyes as a baby cries.

He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet.

You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.

He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting.

You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.

He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.

You see only what the media wants you to see.

He sees the broken bodies lying around him.

You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.

He does exactly what he is told even if it puts his life in danger.

You stay at home and watch TV.

He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat.

You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable.

He tries to sleep but gets woken by mortars and helicopters all night long.

If you support your troops, re-post this with "military life"

If you don't support your troops well, then don't re-post, it's not like you know the men and women that are dying to preserve your rights
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Pictures [28 Apr 2006|10:26am]
Can someone help me put up some of my wedding pictures? I dont know what the hell I'm doing...............so Jill this means you..............help Leemo out
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ohhhhhhhhhhh THE LOVE OF MY LIFE [01 Apr 2006|11:08am]
[ mood | excited ]

We are starting our honeymoon tomarrow on St. Simons Island, GA and on that island they have a DELLLLLLLLLLLLLL TACOOOOOOOOOOO and as you all may or may not know, that DEL TACO is the LOVE OF MY LIFE. So please all keep my husband in your prayers for the wrath of my DEL TACO burps.

"I'm LeAnn Nickolas and I approve this message"

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HUH [31 Mar 2006|12:51pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Totally married right now!!!!!

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Dear Lord [21 Mar 2006|03:11am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Soooooooooo...........guess what? Yeah its supposed to rain/snow on Sat. Sat meaning my wedding day. I dont want it to rain, its an outdoor wedding, I mean we have a back up plan, but Ive never wanted to get married indoors Ive always wanted to get married outside. If any of you pray please please please pray that the weather is going to be nice.


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Offically [14 Mar 2006|04:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]

10 days and counting..................................................TILL I AM MRS. NICKOLAS!!!!!

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56 days and counting!!!!! [28 Jan 2006|01:57pm]
[ mood | crappy ]


Wow can you believe your beloved LeAnn is getting married. Things are going wonderfully. I thought to myself earlier that I should of been keeping a journal of all these things before hand, so that you could all beable to share in our joy as we begin our new life togther.

The dress is picked, and the shoes are bought.

The drama is as heavy and crazy as ever, but things are going great. I am so glad that things have gone as smooth this smooth.

They are going to be doing our Photography and Videography. The lady that owns the company is a wonderful devout woman of Christ. The photographer is AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG (and i say that singing) shes going to give me everything i want. I saw 6 sample albums and once again shes AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

We had our 1st pre marital counciling on Thurs. Jim and Melissa are awesome and I can wait to look up to them and get their advice as our marriage progresses. These 2 are an amazing Godly couple, with such wisdom and strength.

Thats all for now. If you guys want to know anything else then let me know. I will gladly share with you. The only reason I'm not putting pictures and stuff up is because My fiance has the link to this site saved and I dont want him to see my dress. So let me know if you want to see pictures.

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why WHY WHY WHY DID I JUST DO THIS [21 Sep 2005|09:06am]
Birthday:Oct. 29th
Birthplace:Buena Park, Ca
Current Location:Knoxville, Tn
Eye Color:Blue baby Blue
Hair Color:haha, right now, were going back to the sandy blonde that my hair naturally is
Height:5'8.......i know im a GIANT
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:haha hienz 57
The Shoes You Wore Today:some sparkly steve maddens
Your Weakness:chocolate covered strawberries
Your Fears:being cheated on
Your Perfect Pizza:1 that doenst give me a stomach ache
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:finish everything for this wedding
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lameeee
Thoughts First Waking Up:OMG I WANT MORE SLEEP
Your Best Physical Feature:my eyes
Your Bedtime:whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory:DEL TACO
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:depends i like mcchickens and i like whoppers
Single or Group Dates:group dates with my brother and his fiance
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:COFFEE
Do you Smoke:NO
Do you Swear:sometimes if im mad enough
Do you Sing:haha, i do but cant
Do you Shower Daily:no
Have you Been in Love:i am
Do you want to go to College:i do
Do you want to get Married:i am
Do you belive in yourself:sometimes, but mostly josh believes in me
Do you get Motion Sickness:if i ride in the back seat for too long
Do you think you are Attractive:on certain days
Are you a Health Freak:NO
Do you get along with your Parents:sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:NO WAY........
Do you play an Instrument:i used too
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no, ive eaten a pint of oreo ice cream
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:I HATE SUSHI
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:yep
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:drowing
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:undecided (what is this a college app)
What country would you most like to Visit:france
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:depends
Best Clothing Style:whatevers cute
Number of Drugs I have taken:1
Number of CDs I own:lots
Number of Piercings:7
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:none

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OHHH YEAH [27 Jul 2005|08:14pm]
[ mood | excited ]

on march 25th..........i will offically be MRS. JOSHUA SCOTT NICKOLAS.........whoa

i got my dress picked out, bridesmaids dresses, tux's, colors, cake and flowers picked.......if you want to see tell me and ill show you

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for a good time call.........867-5309 [10 Jul 2005|01:42pm]
[ mood | content ]

i got a new job.............YES!!!!!! i got it through a temp service, but its a temp to hire, and ill start making 9$ an hour, then after my 1st 2 weeks i move up to 12$ so YAY FOR ME........... and thats it........just wanted to post how stoked i am about my new job.......

leann OUT

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WOWZAAASSS [03 Jul 2005|11:24pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

who knew being in love could be this much fun.........he has asked my dad if he could marry me :D and of course my dad said yes.......why because MY FAMILY LIKES HIM MORE THEN THE LIKE ME hahaha jk..........wow i havent posted on here in a really really long time dont ask me why im doing it now..........because i really couldnt tell you, i just know that soon im going to be Mrs. Joshua Scott Nickolas wow, im going to be someones wife........(insert scary thought here)

well i just thought that i would share my joy with all of you, even though half you who read this will not like anything that i have to say, ( you guys know who you are) and are not happy with any of this, but the thing i have to say to you out there who dont like this.......bite me because if you cant share my joy then thats on you.

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I DONT WANT TO GO [25 May 2004|11:52am]
[ mood | blah ]

hey ya'll im going to be gone again........this time im going to michigan.....it kind of feels like im keep waisting my summers, and it bites, last summer it was geogria, this summer its michigan..........from now on when people ask me to go somewhere im going to tell them


and if you people dont like it we'll..............BITE ME..........

i must go finish packing and getting ready......ill post when i get back on how bad this trip was.........
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[14 May 2004|03:02pm]
Late into the night,
I peer out my bedroom window,
looking out into the darkness and the unknown,
and yet, I feel so safe inside my room.
But no shelter can shield my heart from these.. feelings i harbour,
feelings of loneliness and wanting, of missing and.. sorrow.
Only her love can protect me.
I need her love,
because without her, im lost,
wandering in the darkness.
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Watch the sunrise, say your good byes off we go [23 Mar 2004|02:16pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

so these past weeks have been kind of eventful. i was told that i have to have surgery on my shoulder for a torn rotater cuff. i got put on many different medications for various different reasons. saw starsky and hutch (hilarious by the way) been spending alot of time in my bible, and praying ALOT......i just feel like i havent been spending that much time with god, and i thought that now is a better time to start than any right? right!

ive been reading proverbs alot i think right now the most significant part of it is the proverbs wife (31:10-31) i dont know why that has been such and infulence on my life but, theses past weeks, i like live, breathe, eat, sleep, drink in all the things ive been doing lately i have been thinking "is this something the proverbs wife would do?"

i was also told last week, that i need to learn to stand up for myself. that i let people walk all over me alot. that im to busy worrying about pleaseing everyone else, that i never have anytime to myself. I need to take a stand once in a while and tell people "NO" or else people will continue to run all over me and continue to use me.

but that is my little incertion for the past 2 weeks............

i hope that you all are having wonderful times and great insights..........

xoxoxoxox LeAnn

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LOVE IS DIVINE [09 Mar 2004|11:04pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realize my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me, it came still

I need love, loves divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, loves is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came, century
And I felt my spirit fly
I had felt, all of my, reality
I realize what it takes

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, loves is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bet), don't bet (don't bet)
Show me how to live a promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside felt that all in all
But the message here was plain to see

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, loves is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bet), don't bet (don't bet)
Show me how to live a promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Love can help me know my name.

so as i heard that song, something in me sparked or lit up or whatever you want to call it, but i actually felt like myself for those 4 min. that the song was on. i was talking about something that i need in my life. i know i know all girls say that, but this time i think i mean it.

not only that but the words I NEED LOVE, LOVES DIVINE.......love is so divine, its werid how we take it for granted, and we know its their at the time, but we really and truely recognize that its there when its gone.

my friends have been going through alot with love, and they have suffered such heartaches and pains, that it kind of makes me not want to ever have a relationship, but does that mean that in turn that i am afraid of taking risks? i dont want to be the one that people say "ohhh she could of had him, or they would still be together, if only she had taken that risk" risk is a scary word.................maybe i should meditate on that for a while.......

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[ mood | exhausted ]

so i started reading "Mere Chritianity" by C.S. Lewis.........i think kerry gave it to me to read, and i had to finish my other book before i started reading this one, but in the beginning of the 1st chapter it says............

"Every one has heard people quarrelling. Sometimes it sounds funny and sometimes it sounds merely unpleasant: but however it sounds, I believe we can learn something very important from listening to the kind of things they say. They say things like this : 'How'd you like it if anyonedid they same to you?'-'That's my seat, I was there first'-'Leave him alone, he isnt doing any harm to you'-'Why should you shove in first?'-'Give me a bite of your orange, I gave you a bite of mine'-'Come on, you promised.'"

when i read this it took me back to almost a childhood state, i felt like i was back on the playground at recess again......and hearing all of these things going on around me. its kind of random for me to put this in my lj and not have really anything to say about it, but just read it and tell me what you think it means.........

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[23 Feb 2004|12:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]

A show in Los Angeles?  Sure.  As a matter of fact, put us down for 4 in case we want seconds.  John and the crew hit the stage at Universal Amphitheater, the first theater layout of the tour.  It provided for an intimate atmosphere (yes, EAS buffs, just like the tropopause).  We had lots of old friends in the house (schoolmates of our grandparents) and ....touching you, yah you're touching me!

Bigger Than My Scotty
Joe Such Ming
Ty Stupid Mouth
Own Lee Heart
Why Georgina
Come Zack To Ted
Your Rodney is a WonderDan
St. Patrick's Gaye
Nate E. Dee

A little push push for you.  After the 1-2, Neon was a special treat.  Wheel was beautiful and came 360.  Only Heart returned to the middle of the set, rocking it hard before Why Georgia engaged everyone into a huge singalong.  Is it ok to say that John sang lines from Broken Time in the bridge?  Clarity played the part of set closer for what may be the very first time in all of history.  St. Patrick's Day was absolutely the calm before the storm - I've never seen anything in my life like what went on in 83.  dela, DRH, and Chaves ran around the stage, rocking out, dancing, jumping, somersaulting, and clowning around like never before.  For the last verse of 83, dela stood in front of John as our man tried to sing "you can paint that house..."  Simply genius.  Girls Just Wanna Have Fun was the cherry on top...and the soul clapping during the horn break was the extra helping you might should have passed up.  In the words of my sister, "I just wanted to make it fun and exciting.  Cause it's fun and exciting."  Well played.

We had a nice little hang for a few minutes after the show - lots of family, lovers, friends, Romans, and countrymen backstage.  We caught the first half of our boys on SNL before playing in the rain, jumping on the bus, and sleeping all the way to Fresno.

He is a...buggggg.



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IM SO EXCITED.......... [21 Feb 2004|02:46pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]


you all should be jealous
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errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr CRASH [06 Feb 2004|12:21pm]
[ mood | confused ]

i hate the way that everything in my life seems to fall apart at once..........and leaves my week in total and complete shit...........

ive cried so much this week

I saw my uncle, that I havent seen in 2 years, because hes been all strung out and not having a stable job, or even a place to live. He was doing so good for like 10 years, what caused him to slip back into his old ways? Stress, depression, lack of love, lack of family? I dont know, all I know is that I almost wish that I wouldnt of stopped and gone in, but I did. He didnt even recognize me, he didnt know who I was, and when I did talk to him he was so incoherent that he didnt know that I was talking to him. Why did he blame all of his problems on my mom? My mom hasnt lived here in almost 4 months, let alone hasnt seen or talked to him in 2 years. I dont understand my moms side of the family. I dont want too. I'm done! He made it seem like they had nothing, and their kids werent eating. But why when I brought food over their, they had a kitchen full of things to eat. I WAS PLAYED FOR A SUCKER, AND A FOOL, I let my emotions get the best of me, and get in the way, and I felt sorry, why did I do that? Why do I always end up feeling sorry for people like that, and why do i always have to try to be the savior, and try to rescue them? I dont get it.........but maybe I am not supposed to...........

I need to apologize to JAIMECAKES, my grams, and my mom, for calling and coming home in HYSTERICS............I didnt mean to call you or talk to you like that, I tried to be strong, I really did, but if you guys would of saw him you would of known why I reacted the way that I did............

I love you all for listening to me though, ESP. YOU JAIMECAKES, YOU WERE THEIR FOR ME WHEN I WAS CRYING THE HARDEST.......I dont know how you understood what I was saying, good thing that you have caller I.D. because, I dont know if you would of known it was me.......I LOVE YOU.........

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[31 Jan 2004|12:20pm]

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